Today I had a burst of light and it felt just as when I first accepted Jesus into my life, and when He made me see through His eyes. I looked at myself and to my whole life and realized how much I need Him, how much I am capable of making mistakes without Him.
We all need fullfilment and it is during the seeking for connection and fullfilment that we lose ourselves going for things that won't make us happy, so we just waste our time. God has set a table with an awesome feast for us, but instead we choose to do it our own way and end up licking dirt from the floor.
If had only listened to the first Christian person that approached me on the street to say "Jesus loves you", or when my uncle who is a pastor tried to teach me that my behaviour wasn't good. Or all the other people I new were Christians and I refused to listen to. I wouldn't have wasted so much time, and I would have spent lots more time with sisters and brothers and with Jesus Himself.
For how long did I ignore His voice? It's mind blowing.
Jesus is definitely everything to me. I am crazy in love with my fiancé, my family, my friends, but the one who I really need in order to survive, that's Jesus. I love Jesus, and I want Him for the rest of my life.
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