I am totally dependant of Christ. I can't go a day without making a stupid mistake or saying something wrong to somebody, or getting a little bitterness come into my heart. I so wish I was perfect, just like Jesus.
I wish I could be peaceful, pure, loving, caring, sensitize, wise, generous and all the other things only God is. It hurts to be human because we have to face our true self all the time. I have to be myself 24/7 and that sucks because I can be so bad.
But wait a minute, Jesus died for me. I don't have to be this horrible person my mind tells me to be, I can be transformed by a word that changes my entire day. I can become loving and caring by asking Jesus to teach me that.
I can persevere on watching myself for mistakes and continue on hunting for improvement every moment.
I will never be perfect like Jesus because that's His place to be, but I can be a little less imperfect everyday.
There is a lesson to learn everyday, there is a sin to repent from everyday.
There will always be a new day, a new trial to lay our lives at Jesus' feet and say "I am totally dependant of you, Lord" "Without you I am an empty shell". Until Jesus comes back or until He calls us to heaven, there is always a new day to become less imperfect.
I am not ashamed to say, I am totally dependant of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.
He knows me, knows how hard it is to be a human, knows all my weaknesses, He knows my heart, He's got the answers to all my questions. I give Him praise.
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